| Location | Surrey |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 2004 |
| Date of Death | 18/06/2004 |
| Visitors | 3,847 since 21/06/2007 |
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Little Star was a much wanted baby of my close friends Danni and Andy but sadly didn't make it into this world. Danni miscarried at approx 6wks pregnant and will live in her heart forever.
This is a thread that Danni placed on my forum on Little Stars 3rd anniversary - 18th June.
Three Year's today I would be going to the hospital for my last scan that broke my heart in two & affected my life massively :'( :'( :'( :'( around about now I'd be waiting in the EPU praying to God that he didn't take my baby from me but all the praying couldn't help my already passed baby :'( :'( :'( :'( the day before the scan I'd done another pregnancy test & it was still positive this gave me false hope but really deep down I knew what was to come :'( :'( They confirmed my worst nightmare & I had to make the decision to have a d&c or wait afew days for the baby to pass naturally , I chose for the d&c, I had Jess & Andy with me but they had to go as it wasn't fair to let Jess see me in such a state I phoned my mum who came down to help it was the worst day of my life I waited in a gown, in a room on my own from 9 am till 7 pm waiting for the theatre to be free i cried the whole time & NO ONE comforted me none of the staff were comforting Andy couldn't be with me as he needed to be with the 2 boy's & Jess I just cried & cried. At 7pm I went down to the thetre where they performed the op. Andy made it to the hospital to see me out of the op then stayed til i fell asleep that night.
I woke in the morning & they let me home. I remember this day bit for bit hour for hour minute for minute like it was yesterday & the pain is still as much now as it was then :'( :'( :'( :'(
I love you Little Star & miss you terribly :-* :-* :-* :-*
Danni my heart goes out to you and Andy because i know how much losing your Little Star has effected you and i wish there was something i could do to ease your pain. xxxxx
THE CORD
We are connected, my child and I,
by an invisible cord not seen by the eye.
It’s not like the cord that connects us at birth,
this cord can’t be seen by any on earth.
This cord does its work right from the start,
it binds us together, attached by the heart
I know that it’s there, though no one can see
this invisible cord, from my child to me.
The strength of this cord,
it’s hard to describe,
it can’t be destroyed, it can’t be denied.
It’s stronger than any cord man could create;
it withstands the test, can hold any weight.
And though you are gone and you’re not here with me,
the cord is still there though no one can see.
It pulls at my heart, I am bruised, I am sore,
but this cord is my lifeline as never before.
I’m thankful that God connects us this way,
a mother and child…Death can’t take it away.
WHAT MAKES A MOTHER?
I thought of you and closed my eyes and prayed to god today,
I asked him, what makes a Mother
And i know i heard him say...
A mother has a baby this we know is true
But god, can you be a mother when your baby is not with you?
Yes you can, he replied, with confidence in his voice.
I give many women babies, when they leave is not their choice.
Some i send for a lifetime,others for a day
And some i send to fill your womb but there is no need to stay.
I just dont understand this god, i want my baby here.
He took a breath, cleared his throat and then i saw a tear,
I wish i could show you what your baby is doing today.
If you could see your child smile with other children and say....
We go to earth to learn our lessons of love, life and fear
My mother loved me so much i got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a mum, who had so much love for me,
I learnt my lessons very quick my mummy set me free.
I miss my mummy so very much, but i visit her each and everyday,
When she goes to sleep, on her pillow there i lay,
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek and whisper in her ear,
Mummy dont be sad. I'm your baby and i am here.
So my dear sweet, your children are ok,
Your babies are in my home and here is where they will stay
They will wait with me until your lessons are through,
And on the day that you come they will be at the gates
Waiting for you
So now you know what makes a mother,
you.
Its the feeling in your heart,
Its the love you had so much of right from the start,
Though some may not reaslise until their time is done,
Remember all the love you had
And know you're a special mum.
Please visit my grandparent's pages xx
http://irene-vincent.gonetoosoon.co.uk/
http://arthur-vincent.gonetoosoon.co.uk/
wishing you a happy birthday
sweetheart you would have been 7 years tomorrow where has that time gone! you would have been spoilt on your birthday just like your brothers and sisters are xx. As you know you share your bday with your sister and your new sister is 8 months old tomo too bless her. How I wish you were here baby, im sure you would have been just like your siblings and get all excited for your bday and rush into mummy and daddys room to open your pressies and have lots of pictures taken i love you baby with all my heart have a nice time in heaven with your angel friends huge mummy huggles and floaty kisses love Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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I AM THERE!
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Do you need Me ?
I am there.
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You cannot see Me, yet I am the light you see by.
You cannot hear Me, yet I speak through your voice.
You cannot feel Me, yet I am the power at work in your hands.
I am at work, though you do not understand My ways.
I am at work, though you do not understand My works.
I am not strange visions. I am not mysteries.
Only in absolute stillness, beyond self, can you know Me
as I AM, and then but as a feeling and a faith.
Yet I am here. Yet I hear. Yet I answer.
When you need ME, I am there.
Even if you deny Me, I am there.
Even when you feel most alone, I am there.
Even in your fears, I am there.
Even in your pain, I am there.
I am there when you pray and when you do not pray.
I am in you, and you are in Me.
Only in your mind can you feel separate from Me, for
only in your mind are the mists of "yours" and "mine".
Yet only with your mind can you know Me and experience Me.
Empty your heart of empty fears.
When you get yourself out of the way, I am there.
You can of yourself do nothing, but I can do all.
And I AM in all.
Though you may not see the good, good is there, for
I am there. I am there because I have to be, because I AM.
Only in Me does the world have meaning; only out of Me does the world take form; only because of ME does the world go forward.
I am the law on which the movement of the stars and the growth of living cells are founded.
I am the love that is the law's fulfilling. I am assurance.
I am peace. I am oneness. I am the law that you can live by.
I am the love that you can cling to. I am your assurance.
I am your peace. I am ONE with you. I am.
Though you fail to find ME, I do not fail you.
Though your faith in Me is unsure, My faith in you never
wavers, because I know you, because I love you.
♥ Beloved, I AM there. ♥
~*James Dillet Freeman*~
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Rest your weary head and drift off into dreams,
Frolic in the sunshine and bathe in God's moonbeams.
Use the stars as stepping-stones to take you to your peace,
The pain of life forgotten now you have found release.
Without rain a flower folds, the petals drop and die,
There was no way to save you, you couldn't even cry.
So we cry all the tears instead as we must let you go
To Heaven, and God's garden to blossom and to grow.
The little seed is planted, you'll be watered every day,
The angels will tend all your needs as in their arms you lay.
Your life will be amazing now and full of wondrous things,
Rest in peace, my love and fly on angels wings.
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Angels Are Like Drops Of Rain
Falling From The Sky
They Flap Their Wings On Their Way Down
As They Begin To Fly
They Wrap Their Wings Around Us
And Hold Us Very Tight
Oh Then When We Look At Them
They're Such A Beautiful Sight
They Go With Us Everywhere
It Seems They're In Disguise
Sometimes When We Look For Them
We Can't See Them With Our Eyes
We Know That They Are With Us
We Can Feel Their Love
God Sent Them Down From Heaven
From Our Heavenly Home Above
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Happy Christamas Little Star xxxx
Hello Little Star I hope you are ok sweetie, wish you were here so i could tuck you up in bed before Santa comes like i have your brothers and sisters :( and to wake up tomorrow to see your little face opening your presents from santa. I love you so much Little one huge hugs and floaty kisses Loads of love Mummy xxxxxx HAPPY CHRISTMAS SWEETHEART xxxxxx
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We won't Have Christmas This Year
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We won't have a Christmas this year, you say
For now the children have all gone away;
And the house is so lonely, so quiet and so bare
We couldn't have a Christmas that they didn't share.
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We won't have a Christmas this year, you sigh,
For Christmas means things that money must buy.
Misfortunes and illness have robbed us we fear
Of the things that we'd need to make Christmas this year.
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We won't have a Christmas this year you weep,
For a loved one is gone, and our grief is too deep;
It will be a long time before our hearts heal,
And the spirit of Christmas again we can feel.
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But if you lose Christmas when troubles befall,
You never have really had Christmas at all.
For once you have had it, it cannot depart
When you learn that true Christmas is
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Lord I'm writing my Christmas cards and I'm not sure What to do.
There's members of my family
Lord who are up in Heaven with you.
Have you got a post box, or even an address
Do I need a special stamp,
With an Angel as the crest.
I've just had a brainwave Lord,
I know now what to do. ...
I'll tell you in my prayers tonight,
And leave the mail with you ♥
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